Entry berbuka yang tak sentuh bab makanan...

tapi sentuh isu sensitip...tang lemakss...

oh, my dear fatty, kalo kamu cantik, seharusnya orang puji..tapi ditubuhku, kamu membuatku seperti gummy bear, haruslah kamu dibenci...

ini adalah encik gummy bear

ini adalah saya masa wedding wani senyum last month. yang kanan baju pink. kalo pakai baju ijau, sumpah sejibik encik gummy T__T

pulanglah fatty ke tempat asalmu T___T

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Last Wednesday went to my cousin house at Cheras for buka puasa.

She’s from my father’s side. Thou we are not that close, somehow, thanks to growing up with internet, fb and whatnot, help reduce the gap between us all. And luckily, she is one hell of happy go lucky kinda person. It helps further reduce the awkwardness… Sila tahu saya pemalu…hanya banyak cakap dengan orang yang saya tak malu…chaitt…

I ride back from office around 5.30pm

Arrive at Mentari Court to fetch my brother around 6 something something.

Went back to shah alam first, before the 3 of us (my sis, my bro and meh) carpooling to Cheras.

Bravo Ida for remembering the route… Yaayy!! Tayah google, or call every 5 minutes and still sesat. I manage to drive all the way with only one phone call—just to confirm her place.

Surprisingly, anor cousin of mine, Kak Uya and her husband was also there. Ohmaigoodd how big was her tummy? 32 weeks pregnant. Roughly, it’s about 20 ++ weeks the last time we met. See, very the busy iolls semua tak sempat bermesra….hakkkttttuuui..

The first question from K.Uya was “bila nak kurus??”

And I was like “……err…I’m fine. Thanks for the concern……” duhhh….tula, jadi demok, pastu semangat nak kurus, pastu tak usaha…pastu orang tanya, tensen…

Kenapakah dengan saya ni lately? I mean, for the past few years. Dulu kan kurus. I didn’t realize how thin I was until I tried to fit in to my old clothes. Atau dengan kata lainnye, tak sedar diri ghemok sampai cuba menyarung baju ke badan sendiri. Akhir kata, rupa seperti nangka T___T

Dulu when I start my diet regime, went all out for the gym, even make a schedule to monitor what I’ve been eating,  ppl around told me that I was madly in love. Kerana chenta itu kau sanggup!! Macam drama Hindustan…chaaaiittt~~

Tapi macam kajol jugak I said nehi2..tidak...me diet coz me loike.

Sesudah ghemok, lemak macam spare tyre, and usaha turun pun tak berjaya, gua sedar..mungkin semangat sudah pudaar…

Tapi jeles tengok aweks kat Hartamas ni dress up cantik2….pakai baju Nampak longgar je…Nampak terletak je. Nampak bergaya je.....T____T

Macam mana ni, nak kurus tapi tak nye jalan2 plan…hew hew…mungkin kena tukar pendekatan. Tayah plan, terus wat program ad hoc…terkejut kejut lemak ak nti..hahahaha…

Takot jugak mengenangkan belum tawin, belum ada anak…no2..sian bakal hubby nti…

Insyaallah…semoga impian terchapai…

Ok la, masa sudah tamat ye..

Hari jumaat, dapat chow awal, haruslah memblahkan diri…

See u on Monday. Time kat opis je aku rajin hapdate. And yes, Hartamas as in KL. So, isnin nuzul quran kena kerja… -__-“

Enjoys ur weekend.

Esok berbuka kat kg halaman. Atok and wan ada….ngeee…