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Hiking Irau for the first time

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Aku dengan Nurul selalu akan check each other punya schedule untuk plan aktiviti fitness kitaorang #idaJourneyToViper

since tinggal berapa hari je lagi nak ke Viper Challenge, aku ajak Nurul naik Gunung Datuk untuk  test stamina aku. Tapi minah tu dah plan ke Irau pulak.... Tengok schedule memang dah pack, so ntah macam mana aku cakap nak ikut Irau untuk test stamina.

Gunung Irau or orang panggil Mossy  Forest ni memang famous (untuk hikers). Aku busy tak sempat nak research betul2 pasal Irau ni so nekad je la nak go through. Literally, aku tak expect apa2. Aku tak research cuaca, tak research pasal trail, tau tau hanya serah diri je masa 15hb haritu...

14hb lepas balik kerja, kami ber4 satu kereta and Hazman drive kereta sendiri, gerak dari Simpang Ampat dalam jam 9.30pm macam tu. Mula2 perjalanan, Nurul drive and aku tido. Singgah je RnR Sg Buloh, aku take over drive sampai ke Brinchang.

Diaorang suruh lalu Tapah sebab lagi dekat. Tapi aku kenal diri aku so aku decide exit Simpang …

Overwhelm

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Assalamualaikum.
Salam Ramadhan...
This past few months was too overwhelming for me.  At work, I am busy with the transition phase.  I was transferred from in-house auditor to New Model
It was a good move (am yet to decide whether it's a good choice) as I am able to learn a lot of new things. Things that I wont know should I remain in my previous post.

During weekend, I'm busy with my extra curriculum activities :P
Hiking, snorkeling, running you name it.
But it was fun and exciting knowing that I can do what I assume I cant do before.

Despite all the fun, my father passed away on 22nd June 17, 5 days before Ramadhan.
The feeling are surreal.
He was sick since 2011, and has been bedridden since late 2015 (if I remember it correctly).
Although he was sick, we always knew that he is there.
But now, the bed where he used to lie on is empty.

May specifically is a month of mix emotions.

And currently, I feel so overwhelm.





I dont know how to describe it but  this is what I feel lik…

What if...

In order to believe, you need to see.

What if I tell you, seeing doesn't necessarily will lead to believing.
Are we blinded by our ego that we cant see things through and through?
Or is it our ignorance that we discard whatever we see?


Confusing huh?

People see differently from their own perspective, and although they have seen it, they can still end up not believing it.

How you see things depends on who you are.

You can see a glass half full as half empty.

I have been misunderstood by people hundreds time, and I do too make the same mistake.

Compassion, understanding, openness, common sense, our environments make all the difference.

If only we are more open to accept that.








Dear Allah,

I surrender my heart to you
Guide me to the path that you choose
Guide me to the person of your choice
Guide me to be a better person than I was yesterday

Life is a test, that's why it is not easy, that I understand.
but give me the strength to keep through this obstacles,
for I am weak,
for I am nothing without you.
for those people are nothing if you choose to.

I am at my weakness stage
I feel lost and vulnerable





Independent woman

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Last weekend aku terserempak dengan ex-schoolmate di Dataran Pahlawan.
Masa tu phone Z5 aku rosak so I was on my way pergi Sony Centre

Dia dengan kawan dia. Kita ada short catch up.
Tapi yang buat aku terkesan (bukan terasa hard feeling ke apa. just terkesan dan buat aku berfikir) bila mereka (both S and kawan dia) tanya why aku jalan sorang. 2,3 kali jugak mereka tanya.

Tak salah pun tanya.

Cuma, aku nak tahu --- pelik sangat ke perempuan jalan seorang??

Aku tak tahu la orang lain, tapi aku ok je untuk jalan pergi mana2 sorang.
Shopping, makan, bayar bil, pergi bank, beli motor, beli kereta, servis motor, servis kereta, outstation...
Kalau ada orang teman tu bonus, kalau takde tak apa.
Sebab pada aku, if aku terus tunggu,  benda yang boleh settle awal akan jadi lambat.
Dan satu lagi, aku tak suka orang menunggu aku siapkan urusan aku (pernah jugak kena tunggu tapi bukan selalu).

Aku ni sejenis yang lambat warm-up.
Kalau pergi mana2 aku akan perhati keadaan sekeliling dulu before ap…

My 104 days journey to Viper Challenge April 30th, 2017

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Assalammualaikum,

This year dengan beraninya aku register untuk Viper Challenge di Medini, Nusajaya pada 30 April 2017.

Aku dah berazam nak turunkan berat badan since forever kot. Tapi dengan jadual kerja yang tak menentu, diet yoyo and ikutkan hawa nafsu sangat (haha) so, azam aku ditunda ke tahun tahun berikutnya.... And tetiba je dah 2017 0_0

Aku pernah bayar gym fees untuk setahun kengkonon aku akan termotivated untuk kurus tapi disebabkan kerja, end up aku hanya pergi less than 15 kali T____T
Since that aku memang akan pikir banyak kali untuk invest dalam benda2 gini sebab aku takut aku tak boleh commit.

Di tempat kerja sekarang pulak, lebih kurang sama aje balik tak menentu. Selalu balik lewat 7,8 malam. By the time aku sampai parking kereta, perut dah lapar and badan dah penat nak rehat T_T

Tapii......... sampai bila nak bagi kerja menghalang usaha suci murni aku ni? hahahhahaha
So, last year bila Nurul ajak aku masuk Viper, aku malas nak fikir and teruskan aje.

Kemudian bila dah se…