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First time hiking Gunung Datuk

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Assalamualaikum...

Last year December, aku dan Nurul gi hiking Gunung Datuk.
Untuk siapa yang belum pernah sampai Gunung Datuk, fasa pertama gunung datuk adalah almost 90'degree. Mencanak habis wei... Memang kena strongly control breathing.
So, kat situ lah yang aku fail T_T

Jantung rasa macam nak pecah and in the end aku suruh Nurul proceed je and aku tunggu dia kat bawah.
Tipu la kalau tak sedih kan sebab pergi sama2 tapi balik asing.
That's why aku masukkan hiking Gunung Datuk sebagai azam 2017 :)

So, 30 July haritu bila Nurul ajak hiking Gunung Datuk, aku ON aje walaupun hati ada nervous..hehe
On that day plannya pagi2 nak hiking tapi ada member yang lambat, in the end 8.40am baru start naik. Tapi sempat gak la breakfast nasi lemak :P

Dari parking, kena turun sikit and register dekat guardhouse. Entrance fees RM5 sahaja per person.

Track Datuk tak berubah, masih sama macam December 2016 tapi yang berubahnya aku jela. Stamina improved.
The first phase tu memang terasa azab…

My 29days to Viper Challenge 2017

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This story was drafted a long long time ago. But, being busy with I-dont-know-what, it remain in my draft inbox until today. So today, let just finish it one and for all :P

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So, countdown from April 1st ada 29 hari lagi nak Viper.
Tapi diet makin ke laut.
1st and 2nd April ada belated Birthday celebration dengan the girlfriends
Kek dah confirm2 part of the menu :P
So, kesudahannya, naik balik ke 80kg (penimbang rumah)

This week aku looking forward untuk mulakan diet semula. Yoshhh....Gambate ne~~
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Harini 12th April. Macam biasa, weekdays memang b…

Hiking Irau for the first time

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Aku dengan Nurul selalu akan check each other punya schedule untuk plan aktiviti fitness kitaorang #idaJourneyToViper

since tinggal berapa hari je lagi nak ke Viper Challenge, aku ajak Nurul naik Gunung Datuk untuk  test stamina aku. Tapi minah tu dah plan ke Irau pulak.... Tengok schedule memang dah pack, so ntah macam mana aku cakap nak ikut Irau untuk test stamina.

Gunung Irau or orang panggil Mossy  Forest ni memang famous (untuk hikers). Aku busy tak sempat nak research betul2 pasal Irau ni so nekad je la nak go through. Literally, aku tak expect apa2. Aku tak research cuaca, tak research pasal trail, tau tau hanya serah diri je masa 15hb haritu...

14hb lepas balik kerja, kami ber4 satu kereta and Hazman drive kereta sendiri, gerak dari Simpang Ampat dalam jam 9.30pm macam tu. Mula2 perjalanan, Nurul drive and aku tido. Singgah je RnR Sg Buloh, aku take over drive sampai ke Brinchang.

Diaorang suruh lalu Tapah sebab lagi dekat. Tapi aku kenal diri aku so aku decide exit Simpang …

Overwhelm

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Assalamualaikum.
Salam Ramadhan...
This past few months was too overwhelming for me.  At work, I am busy with the transition phase.  I was transferred from in-house auditor to New Model
It was a good move (am yet to decide whether it's a good choice) as I am able to learn a lot of new things. Things that I wont know should I remain in my previous post.

During weekend, I'm busy with my extra curriculum activities :P
Hiking, snorkeling, running you name it.
But it was fun and exciting knowing that I can do what I assume I cant do before.

Despite all the fun, my father passed away on 22nd June 17, 5 days before Ramadhan.
The feeling are surreal.
He was sick since 2011, and has been bedridden since late 2015 (if I remember it correctly).
Although he was sick, we always knew that he is there.
But now, the bed where he used to lie on is empty.

May specifically is a month of mix emotions.

And currently, I feel so overwhelm.





I dont know how to describe it but  this is what I feel lik…

What if...

In order to believe, you need to see.

What if I tell you, seeing doesn't necessarily will lead to believing.
Are we blinded by our ego that we cant see things through and through?
Or is it our ignorance that we discard whatever we see?


Confusing huh?

People see differently from their own perspective, and although they have seen it, they can still end up not believing it.

How you see things depends on who you are.

You can see a glass half full as half empty.

I have been misunderstood by people hundreds time, and I do too make the same mistake.

Compassion, understanding, openness, common sense, our environments make all the difference.

If only we are more open to accept that.








Dear Allah,

I surrender my heart to you
Guide me to the path that you choose
Guide me to the person of your choice
Guide me to be a better person than I was yesterday

Life is a test, that's why it is not easy, that I understand.
but give me the strength to keep through this obstacles,
for I am weak,
for I am nothing without you.
for those people are nothing if you choose to.

I am at my weakness stage
I feel lost and vulnerable





Independent woman

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Last weekend aku terserempak dengan ex-schoolmate di Dataran Pahlawan.
Masa tu phone Z5 aku rosak so I was on my way pergi Sony Centre

Dia dengan kawan dia. Kita ada short catch up.
Tapi yang buat aku terkesan (bukan terasa hard feeling ke apa. just terkesan dan buat aku berfikir) bila mereka (both S and kawan dia) tanya why aku jalan sorang. 2,3 kali jugak mereka tanya.

Tak salah pun tanya.

Cuma, aku nak tahu --- pelik sangat ke perempuan jalan seorang??

Aku tak tahu la orang lain, tapi aku ok je untuk jalan pergi mana2 sorang.
Shopping, makan, bayar bil, pergi bank, beli motor, beli kereta, servis motor, servis kereta, outstation...
Kalau ada orang teman tu bonus, kalau takde tak apa.
Sebab pada aku, if aku terus tunggu,  benda yang boleh settle awal akan jadi lambat.
Dan satu lagi, aku tak suka orang menunggu aku siapkan urusan aku (pernah jugak kena tunggu tapi bukan selalu).

Aku ni sejenis yang lambat warm-up.
Kalau pergi mana2 aku akan perhati keadaan sekeliling dulu before ap…