Wednesday, 18 December 2013

To Ida from Ida

Dear the future Ida,

You might be reading this 5 months later since I write it
or u might not. but i bet u will...hahaha
u are the kind who take the past so seriously 
u are the kind who do first and regret later. heh. 
u are the kind who eat first, diet later. regret BIG time. yeah!

I dont know why I'm writing to you now
like pffttt...
but yeah, I would like to inform you that at this point of time
you were freezing like ice at kfc so just to finish the audit plan (at 2 o'clock in the morning!!)
yeah, I know. we hate audit so much but I guess He have better plan for us?
nope. not the audit entirely. just hate the working paper. hahaha. same ol same ol

at this point of time, please be informed that i am at the verge of giving up
i dont know what the future holds and i'm tired
i'm tired of doing two works 
i'm tired of having limited choices and afraid to choose 
i'm tired of feeling like i'm not moving on. 
nah. i dont think it's hormone. baru je bersih ni =/

i hope that somehow in between the time i write and u read this
we are making the right choice 
and i hope for whatever reason or things that hold u in future,
u're going to stay strong
like u used to, like u always be

thou most of the time we did meroyan bagai kalah orang preknen je
tapi, yes meroyan la selagi waras. selagi tidak menjejaskan orang lain

it's like kalau boleh i want to wake up as someone else
like kim k yang hot ittew ke?? eh, takleh. sexy sangat bahaya...

entahla apa yang aku merepek ni?
macamkan orang baru  mabuk overdose ubat  batok

No, this has nothing to do with any motivational talk or whatsoever
let just safe it another day
when i'm sane enough to remember and write (hehehe)

this is just to inform u that there's still hope deep inside 
that things will get better
and i will we will be getting better
life is all about moving on and be strong

Regards,
Ida
180613
330 am @ KFC

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