me, 7 years after SPM

         it's been nearly 3 months since I graduate. Nothing much have change ever since. I still working at KFC as a part timer, I still living in Shah Alam with 7 other housemates. It's just that well, my routine changed---TOTALLY. I need to get up early without excuse. haha. it's a bit awkward as dulu kalau malas, terlajak and terponteng la...tapi sekarang mau matik ke?? kena potong gaji baru tau...huhu...and after work, arrive late at home and still tableh terjah tido terus---->masak (optional kalau lapar gila, baru semangat tu ada), basuh baju..our washing machine rosak...so, kena gigih sental, nak rendam softlan lagi, nak perah lagi...byk proses. thou bawah rumah ada dobi, i never really trust in dobi. buat baju cepat rosak, kedut byk (mls iron beria =P) , and plus incurred cost. sama je i still have to wait for the dobi machine tu like nearly 1 hour. kalau sental sendiri, lebih kurang je berkubang dalam bilik air nearly 1 hour. time study dulu, i suka kalau toilet dorm tu spacious. basuh baju syiok je sebab byk ruang. tapi kalo kedekut sempit jek, matik mood ak...it's really tiring sometimes since I've to travel back and forth to Hartamas. it's nearly 45 minutes of rempit (depends on ur skill of mencelit actually) dengan beg yang berat, sampai rumah mmg rasa cam sayur je. lembik..T____T

tapi best sebab my office betul2 sebelah menyebelah dengan shopping complex. tak beli, jenjalan pun da happy...tengok cute and petite girl wearing nice dresses with "wow" shoes....it's really a nice view =)

         since I work with auditing company, it require me to travel from time to time depending on the assignments. it's something that I enjoy myself sebab tak duduuukkkk ngadap pc sampai lebam...my current assignment is in Bangi and the next would be in Bt Pahat...cuma kesian kat my team member. kalau duduk seat belakang kereta, CONFIRM! mesti doze off. sorry tak sengaja cuma belakang tadee enuff oksigen. tu jd ngantok..haha....So far, Internal and External audit is really different. In term of scope, working papers, expectation etc. External lagi mencabar and i personally believe external auditor must be compensate accordingly. With long hours and tons of assignment at one period, boleh fingsan tau. i'm not saying internal auditor tak susah ke apa. i made judgement based on what i've experienced so far. maybe afterh half a year kat sini, baru I can really make a just comparison. 

now that I'm a working woman with big responsibilities---> as a dotter, a sister, a soul in this society, there's a lot of things that I need to catch up. I'm planning with enough experience, I would explore other exciting part of the world, as for today, I still thinking nak masak apa malam ni..hahaha..

last saturday, my schoolmate getting married. she was so sweet in pink+blue wedding gown. Alhamdulillah sorang lagi da bergelar 'puan'. ramai jugak budak maktab yang datang. surprisingly thou as before this, tak ramai yg boleh gather at one time. we have a good long chit chat. dari dalam dewan, dok luar, bila panas, dok dalam balik, pastu org katering da kemas2, dok luar balik...before sambung kat McD...and some of us area Seremban stay for kenduri kesyukuran for another friend who has completed her journey in becoming doctor. Alhamdulillah tercapai jugak cita2. ingat dulu time SPM, study sampai bengkak2 mata coz nak pulun habis...she'll be a great dR! insyaallah. 

as we chit chat along, ada yg jadi doktor, ada pharmacist, ada future accountant, ada auditor, ada geologist, ada engineer,ada jadi cikgu.......phewww....berjaya jugak budak2 nakal terendak dulu yer...teringat dulu me and my friend menyorok tido dalam dorm sebab malas nak gi prep malam. kalau prep siang tu, kengkadang paksa rela since cikgu arrange for tuition... reminisce balik time senior year, lagi kelakar. i wonder how adik2 look up to us. senior serabai kot...haha... and tengah2 story2, tetiba terbukak cite antuu... to be frank, tadee la takut sangat, tapi tak suka. sebab kalo tak pikir bukan2, kol 2,3 pagi pun i boleh drive..i dont have any personal weird experience la terjumpa benda bukan2 cuma ak tukar jadi antu adala bila junior buat hal. hahaha...tapi kalo da terpikir bukan2, nak gi toilet pun berteman =P

          Oh, somebody that I used to know da kahwin...happy for u. semoga berbahagia ke syurga =) this guy, i accident-ly declare skandel dengan dia..main2 je pun. it's fun sharing things over the net. alam maya tak kenal sempadan. *cheh ayat ko*

the thing is, i didnt really beria-ia dig up his entire story...just keep in touch sesekali. then, after like one year  (ye kot tak hengat sangat. otak karat.), i feel like 'visiting' his profile on fb, pastu rupa2nya, dia friend dgn my friend that happened to be bestfriend to his girlfriend. hahaha..ngek betul. all this while i tatau, or tak perasan dia bgtau or what i'm not sure. tapi this finding really tanjat boboy! 

i tanjat, rasa tertipu, pastu fusshhh, jadi la coco crunch. suppose we still remain good friend, tapi i'm the one runs away. tak best la nti takot gf dia salah faham, i tak gheti nak jawab...itu yg sometimes lelaki nak kenal, i tny direct- ada gf belum..kalo ada, gi main jauh2..haha...pergh gila kerek. tapi i tanak pisang berbuah duatiga kali...bukan boleh harvest buat jual pun. wat sakit hati je. it's sad loosing a friend. a good friend. bukan senang nak berkawan tu. tapi if my guy friends yang stok kenal berjaman2 punye, ada gf, i tak kisah. sebab da kenal hati budi buruk baik perangai kau...anyway, benda da lepas. no hard feeling. dia pun da berbahagia dengan same wife (the same gf =) susah woo carik lelaki setia banget ni). i just wish i had known sooner. after all, wishing u all the best with ur new little family. da jadi captain of the ship, byk ombak badai. mesti tabah okeih! 

as for wani senyum (senyum is her 2nd name since she love to smile so much), semoga bahagia ke syurga. i'm sure both of u will have cute babies..tapi kalo boleh, dont rush. i pun tak ready org panggil auntie T___T
those friends yg da ada baby, jgn lost contact alrite. one fine day, i'll pay u guys proper visit. as for now, fighting!!!