i'm emotional

sape yang kenal kite, mesti tau bangat yg kite kuat sentap...garang...suka marah...ye, kite tau tu semua sifat negatif yg tak patut ada. tapi being a middle child ni, mula la kreatif cari cara nak kan perhatian...oh, ok tipuu...tabley salahkan middle child...kang ada yg kata dia middle child tapi cool je...T__T 

akceli, kite ni mmg kuat sentap. pastu simpan. sentap. simpan. simpan punye simpan, akhirnye explode. sekali meletups, mmg la nampak burok...kite ssh nak terus terang. rasa konpiden level looowww je nak cakap betul2..sekrg da pledge nak kurangkan marah, kurangkan stress.. ssh woo nak berubah after 23 thn. tapi, takkan nak jadi cenggini 23 thn lagi...tak best oh...tak cool. kite nak jd org cool...hahaha...

suke bila dr hilwani bercerita pasal how dia react towards people. dia pesan "always remember, dont talk bad things on the first meeting. always said good things, dont talk bout ppl. u can talk bout ppl with the closest friend of yours sahaja" oh, seronok gi kelas dia mcm gi motivational talk je...

2011 indeed an emotional year thru out...gelak je bila baca entry, diari since awl thn haritu....how funny i can be when i'm emotional...mengada rasa nak lempang pun ada...hwahwahwa....dengan practical training nye yg penuh suka duka supervisor tak supervise sangat...balik keje lewat, sampai rumah rushing g keje plak...balik keje da penat...tido pastu esok bangun awal pagi and the routine berterusan sampai ujung  bulan mei...rasa nak lompat2 bila countdown da abis....pastu jaga atok, how he make me laugh thru his innocent act...awal thn beli motor, bulan pose accident. my dad kena strok. then  sept masok study balik, nk adapt balik dgn buku after 10 months tak dekat dgn buku pun can be a struggled tooT___T

thru and thru, da nak abis pun 2011...tatot...tatott dgn future...tanak tanjat2 ni....hahaha..ngade...sile muntah sekarang!

azam tahun baru nak jd lebih matang, pandai kawal emosi, tak boros, pandai cari duit pandai manage...nak start kumpul duit nak buat rumah plak lepas ni...25 dec ni nak pindah...penat woo pindah...acik muda2 dulu byk la masa, tenaga nak angkat2 barang..ni tak larat...da la mmg keje kfc berat, nak lagi angkat barang slaloo...insyaallah i will stick to that wish...ekceli acik tak pandai nak tanam azam, tanam cabai reti la...so dgn malu2 ai publish my new year resolution....oh, entry dua dalam satu boleh kan..boleh blah ke tak, lantak le...tak kose ak nak nulis byk2 kali...k la..esaimen menanti..nak grad on time kan? kena la siapkan...hwaaaa~~~~~