Wednesday, 29 February 2012
once in every 4 years..
tadee idea nak menceceh hari ni. just nak abdikan tulis blog ni so 4 thn akan datang boleh tgk and eh2, rasa jakuun...
well, exam sudaa semalam. doa byk2 la supaya lepas. penat dah bergantung tak bertali ni. rasa mcm weird and hopeless.
nway, life kena diteruskan. tadee sape nak uruskan ur life but urself.
eh, ak ada bape minit je lagi before March..hahaha
so, wishing leapyearsrly to all. sapa2 yg sambut bday rini, oh, jgn sedih. infact ak rasa cool sbb in other years, korang slalu boleh ek sambut bday midnite btwn 28feb-1mac.
goodnite all~~
Monday, 27 February 2012
kekuatan...dengan kuasa Tuhan, datanglah!!
sometimes words alone cant really describe the feeling that wiggling around in my chest. so....
let picture describe it all
comelh eh ak demotivated. meh paaang sikit meh bagi sedoor diri sikit.
masa bukan tadee.. byk... tapi tak reti nak utilize. sehari suntok ahad ko dok bertepek kat rumah tapi study tak jalan gak. nak tunggu ape tah baru dtg semangat nak study.
rasa nak...tarik selimut nyorok sampai keadaan reda. sampai bangun dari tido and eh, semua ni mimpi??
meh paaannggg lagi sekali. gediks. yup. menggelitis gedik ak nih. sedor T__T ada ubat tak??
so, disebabkan laptop depan mata, ak google doa2 penerang hati. moga bersih sikit hati berkarat ni. mudah2an dapat le melalui segala pancaroba dengan tenang dan tidak meroyan T__T
yes, sila tau ak mmg sensitip orgnye. kejap2 kang stress, tensen. kalo tgh *cough* peoT *cough* tu, lagi la menjadi2 meroyan tahap taleh control pastu bile da sedor diri, rasa nak geget kasut sebab malu dgn diri sendiri...bengong!!!
org cenggini elok je....tembak lelaju...
the biggest or the hardest test currently..oh, jiwa kacau T___T
ape lagi...nangis. nangis real da penat. nangis dalam hati jela... tapi terjumpa nih
and yes, it's true
so....
let this be my 2nd chance in my journey as a student.
and i do hope that in this few months, i'll return to write how glad i am that this has over and how glad i am to be given a 2nd chance. O Lord give me super extra strength to keep pace with all that YOU've write for me. It's not easy yet I need to face the music. Reality will not always favour me nor any of us. Just keep moving on and dance to any music that life has to offer. Good luck Ieda. you need the luck as much as you need the strength. go on, continue studying. it's never too late to kick some ass..jyeah!!
ssshhuuuuh2...gi study gi. baca doa byk2. selawat byk2. kepadaMu ak berserah~~~
Saturday, 25 February 2012
everything happens for a reason or reasonS.
kena sematkan dlm jiwa
kena belajar terima
setiap terjadi, Dia sediakan yg lebih baik
cuma penantian itu satu seksaan.
seksaan emosi bagi yg psycho cam aku. yg suke meleret2 pikir bukan2.
i have 3 days or 36 hours to get myself ready with 5months worth of knowledge.
~~~~stress~~~~~
i'll try my best but if HE said that i'm better to take the long road, then i'll should do
i just a bit paranoid. i'm really sure HIS plan would not fall apart-----but I do.
I pray that He'll show me the best way to achieve my dreams. I really hope so that He'll make me stronger and better every step of the way. I believe that every cloud has it silver lining and every rains bring rainbows.
Wednesday, 22 February 2012
melalalalalalut
bangun pagi tadee mood
tadee mood tapi tangan gatal nak update blog
huh!
sebenarnye ak rs tak tentu arah ni.
mcm mana kalo mcm ni, mcm mana kalo mcm tu
ape jadi kalo ak mcm ni.
yela, semua plan kan dlm mood pegun
so, ak tak nampak ape2 lagi..
and the worst thing ever----i dont have a back up plan
so, where should i start??
bile moody, one of cara nak ease down mmg dgn menulis. ak biasa akan write up all my feeling ms tgh tulis.
tapi in this case, even writing seem impossible. ak tatau how to express it. rasa mcm nak korek hati ni letak sebijik sebijik dalam blog bagi the feeling come out itself. bagi org paham. bagi ak ilang perasaan dah.
ak rasa penerimaan mungkin berbeza kalau this thing happen masa ak in the middle of study. ni my final semester kot. ak punye end to start a new phase in my life. rasa nak jerit kuat2 and nangis macam ni
seriously~~ mungkin dgn menjerit boleh lega?
tapi living in a house share with another 7 peoples, ko gile nak melalak meraung like the end of the world?
housemate tny amacam result. ak rasa nak campak laptop ni dok sesebok pehal. tapi takdela sampai cenggitu. ak just membatu. benda paling susah nak buat iaitu menyenyapkan diri..
oh, tidak2. mesti ada plan G. plan kepada plan2 pegun sebelum ni. mesti wat something. mesti gi tanya sana sini. tapi takut. malu. segan. tak terdaya. depress. kuciwa dgn diri sendiri. so, where should i start???arghhh..sudah, blurr....tsk.tsk.
pegun
result sudah kuar
semuanye terpegun
ak pun terpegun
balik keje sampai rumah kol 2pagi tadi si roomate kata result da kuar masuk email. pointer dia ok. org bijak. kata susah pun boleh jawab T___T
ak bila kata susah, mmg jujur tabley buat. bukan blh buat sikit2 ke, ape ke.
berdebar2 siottttt.....
terus amik air semayang, solat isyak and bc yassin jap. penenang jiwa org kata. ngko dok bergelak tawa kat kfc tadi lupe eh
tula, ak dgr ura2 result kuar rabu
tapi tak amik pot pun. biasela rumours. ak kan bukan gossiper... *sila percayooo
balik2 betul2 rupanye. igt nak ngelak dgn tak bukak portal. tapikkk skg kan zaman teknologi. majuuu...result terpangpang dalam email. ak mmg rasa terpang pang la
tapi naseb da tenangkan diri
sedih
tapi tadela ak bergolek dok
tapi separuh gile jugak rasa
si dia pulak da ok senyum2 dapat grad on time.
tahniah.
tapi
seeennntap
vavik
len kali ak mmg tableh dok dgn beliau time study
saiko
konon tak stadi
tapi jenis genius, bljr sikit, ingat byk
sedihh...
nak nangis
vencii
semua plan jadi pegun
semua benda jadi pegun
tatau nak cakap ap
nak wat apa
kalo cite kat mak ak, mesti beliau sedih
sebab beliau da sebok bebel ngan ak nak exam jgn keje. tapi ak degil. ni ke penangan nye?
ntahlah.
down..nk ilangkan diri. boleh? T__________________________________T
semuanye terpegun
ak pun terpegun
balik keje sampai rumah kol 2pagi tadi si roomate kata result da kuar masuk email. pointer dia ok. org bijak. kata susah pun boleh jawab T___T
ak bila kata susah, mmg jujur tabley buat. bukan blh buat sikit2 ke, ape ke.
berdebar2 siottttt.....
terus amik air semayang, solat isyak and bc yassin jap. penenang jiwa org kata. ngko dok bergelak tawa kat kfc tadi lupe eh
tula, ak dgr ura2 result kuar rabu
tapi tak amik pot pun. biasela rumours. ak kan bukan gossiper... *sila percayooo
balik2 betul2 rupanye. igt nak ngelak dgn tak bukak portal. tapikkk skg kan zaman teknologi. majuuu...result terpangpang dalam email. ak mmg rasa terpang pang la
tapi naseb da tenangkan diri
sedih
tapi tadela ak bergolek dok
tapi separuh gile jugak rasa
si dia pulak da ok senyum2 dapat grad on time.
tahniah.
tapi
seeennntap
vavik
len kali ak mmg tableh dok dgn beliau time study
saiko
konon tak stadi
tapi jenis genius, bljr sikit, ingat byk
sedihh...
nak nangis
vencii
semua plan jadi pegun
semua benda jadi pegun
tatau nak cakap ap
nak wat apa
kalo cite kat mak ak, mesti beliau sedih
sebab beliau da sebok bebel ngan ak nak exam jgn keje. tapi ak degil. ni ke penangan nye?
ntahlah.
down..nk ilangkan diri. boleh? T__________________________________T
Monday, 20 February 2012
dari kecik sampai besar
ZAMAN KECIK SAYA
beskal sakit |
Ni Masa 2nd year kat Segamat dulu, ad sorang budak kor-JPA III ak kata ak gemookk.. sejak tu, nasi adalah musuh ketat. Petang lps kelas ak gi gym. ish, tak segan gi sensorang pun. sebab nekad nak kurus T__T
Cuba carik mana |
Gambor sebelum kurus nan ado pulak. sebab dulu ak belum jakun nak bergambor sgt. kot ada pun ada kat seremban ke tah mane tah. lupooo U__U
Raya 2008 kat Kuantan.. |
Yg baju ijo tu akak ak. selalu jln dgn dia org igt ak kakak. sejak kurus, ak maintain adek. wakakaka...sama size plak dgn adik ak sek men..peha kecik je. hwaa...rindu |
motip gambor? ha, nak tunjuk dimple ak pun terserlah bile pp kurang gebuuu...uuuu..... |
Dengan Marinah. bestie. sampai sekarang =) |
Masuk 3rd @ final year diploma ak migrate ke Melaka. Reasons? I've my own tapi biar Tuhan je yang tahu. Melalak Marinah bila ak dpt transfer. ak pun terkejut ak dapat sebab surat sampai rumah bile ak da daftar kolej kat Segamat. ak apply je, and my heart masa tu 50-50 tuk transfer. banyak gile kenangan and ofcourse dugaan kat Segamat. Part of it mmg salah ak and ofcourse beruk makyeh tu penyebab utama =(
But I'm glad that I transferred. Lebih tenang. Tadee perasaan jeles melampau. And masa tu Tuhan pun mudahkan jalan utk ak clash for good dgn beruk tersebut. Sedih sbb pnh mencintai beruk dgn full heart tapi ditipu ak bulat2. Oh, dayyum kenapa spoil mood cite pasal beruk ek? korang la ni =P
meh layan random pictures masa kat Melaka plak.
with Norin syg |
mak hayam sedonia |
gi beraya kot masa ni. lupoo T_T |
Raya 2009 |
ZAMAN MEMBESOR
Well, bila da biasa main gym, beriadah bagai, once u stop mendadak plak tu, ofcourse effect teruuukk..jgn ikut gaya saya okeih. pemalas ya ampun. nak diet cantik berkesan, minum air masak byk and work out. and to maintain, kena kekalkan cara hidup sihat okeih. mcm ak, ak tadee pantang larang. bedal mana yg patut. kat Melaka plak gym org2 tertentu pegang konci. bape kali ak suro kwn ak cek, tutop sajoo..so, lagi la ak jadi malas.
Habis diploma, ak wat mcm2 keje part time. and mostly dekat F&B line. ikut katering la, gi keje kantin sekola la. so, sekeliling ak dikelilingi makanan yg sodap dan lazat yg buat tekak gatal nak makan. dapat plak ak dok dgn tok & wan masa tu, wan masak sodap so lagi tergedik2 la ak makan dgn jayanya.
bila dapat sambung degree kat shah alam, happy kemain nye. tapi, semakin hari semakin besor ak. ada jugak ak gi gym kat sini, member saing ak boleh kurus, ak idoookkk jugak. lemak da jadi degil cam tuan dia. oh, lagi la moral dooowwwnn. pastu plak, ada sore2 beruk jantan nak ngorat ak tapi letak syarat suro kurus. bengong. lagi ak tamau...igt senang ke nak kurus? kot engko ensem gilos cam bradpitt ke faizkhaleed ke naik gak napsu nak kurus.
hahaha..see, man will always be man. nak yg chantek, kurus, bersifat keibuan, manja gedik, yg comel tapi tapi mereka tak bother pun nak menjadi lelaki matang, bertanggungjawab, boleh memimpin.
girls pun akan jadi girls jugak. bila ngko kata nak girl sexy, girl pun akan stat nak boy yg ensem kayo. ko adoo?? nan ado kan? ini ke ciri2 suami idaman? idookk le. bior calon tersebut Tuhan temukan dgn tidak sengajanya. buat masa ni, ak tak mencari. berkawan2 je ramai =)
masuk 2nd year kat sini, kos idop tinggi. sesak weyy... ak kan pemurah tak sampai hati konon. kengkadang laju je tangan ngulur kat makapak kat kg. even duit loan. wakakaka. sbb ak kan da besor, mesti berdikari. takyah susahkan org tua lagi. tapi ngko bila ujong sem terbuntang mata ikat perut =P
masa nilah ak decide nak wat part time kat KFC. stat saja2 sbb nak isi masa lapang time cuti sem. bila bukak sem, ak kesian depa tak cukup staff. so, ak stay. berkorban jiwa raga tok kepci ngeng ni. semata2 kerana manager yg best yg sama2 terkorban. dulu kfc sini bizi weyh. mana byk melambak gilos fast food kat seksyen 7. so, org sambut besday ke, ape ke, semua nak buat sini. ktorg la mengangkang buat order. kdg2 org yg sama opening, org sama jugak closing. sakit kaki tayah cite. tuh semua kenangan. tertido2 ak kat kepci dulu. agak2 high management kfc tau tak penat lelah staff2 bawahan ek?? bln pose tayah cakap la. dari kol 5 ptg sampai la kol 9 berdiri je amik order melambak2. pastu rehat kejap org lepas tarawikh dtg lagi mentekedarah makan. bizi sampai kol 1,2 pagi. sian budak2 ni. tu pasal ak sayang gilos kat diaorag T__T. lepas2 tu da sedap bln2 duatiga ratus masuk ak pun continue koje sampai sekarang. atleast boleh top up sikit2 belanja, sewa rumah dsbnye.
ok, layan la gambor ak membesar dgn jayanye kat shah alam ye....T__T rasa nak hantuk lemak kat dinding bila nampak gambor lama. semangat tadee. tak kuat. someone, pls give me. ak tatau mana semangat ilang. bljr mls, eksesais malas.
my first year |
my first year + convo dip. lemak baru nak up |
2nd year with puan ika |
with dila my bestie dari Melaka =) |
ni dgn kak mani. time Christmas pun koje |
ni ms filming 3rd language ms 2nd year |
dgn bebudak kfc men futsal. |
gambor akhir sekali terserlah gemuknye gua...
pipi bulat. belum lagi tengok peha. menangis ko tau T__T |
p/s- azam ak nak kurus balik. nak diet. tapi semangat musti berganda2 sbb lemak ak bukan main gedang besor nye...wish me luck okeih
super bass
oh, this one another song by Nicky Minaj. as always kalo tanak hantuk kepala kat dinding sbb video cam hareeem, sile dengar sajo sambil ttp mata. and yes, wajib dengar version Sophie Grace a cute little girl from Britain ni kat youtube. pastu another video on ellen show..
so cute kecik2 nyanyi mak ko upload terus fofular satu donia. ak sampai sekarang nyanyi dlm jamban je. gi karaoke pakai duit. kalo dlm bilik air sambil nyanyi boleh basuh baju. bagus kan time management ak?
super mengarut da ni T__T
ekceli ak bukan die hard fan nicki minaj. seriously pink colour hair?? weirdo i tell u tapi dia pikir cute, takpela kan...ak sukkeeee org yg pandai rap ni. jadi stimulate. boleh tercengang. first rapper ak minat ialah abg eminem. skg lagu dia dah tah hape2, kureng la.
oh, sila jgn try this at home kalo tanak lidah ko terbelit2 tersembur air liur ms nyanyi. seriously. ak da kena~~~
*This one is for the boys with the boomin' system
Top down, AC with the coolin' system
When he come up in the club, he be blazin' up
Got stacks on deck like he savin' up
And he ill, he real, he might got a deal
He pop bottles and he got the right kind of build
He cold, he dope, he might sell coke
He always in the air, but he never fly coach
He a muthafuckin trip, trip, sailor of the ship, ship
When he make it drip, drip kiss him on the lip, lip
That's the kind of dude I was lookin' for
And yes you'll get slapped if you're lookin' ho
I said, excuse me you're a hell of a guy
I mean my, my, my, my you're like pelican fly
I mean, you're so shy and I'm loving your tie
You're like slicker than the guy with the thing on his eye, oh
Yes I did, yes I did
Somebody please tell him who the eff I is
I am Nicki Minaj, I mack them dudes up
Back coupes up, and chuck the deuce up
Boy you got my heartbeat runnin' away
Beating like a drum and it's coming your way
Can't you hear that boom, badoom, boom
Boom, badoom, boom bass?
He got that super bass
Boom, badoom, boom
Boom, badoom, boom bass
Yeah that's that super bass
Boom, badoom, boom
Boom, badoom, boom, he got that super bass
Boom, badoom, boom
Boom, badoom, boom, yeah that's that super bass
This one is for the boys in the Polos
Entrepreneur niggas in the moguls
He could ball with the crew, he could solo
But I think I like him better when he dolo
And I think I like him better with the fitted cap on
He ain't even gotta try to put the mac on
He just gotta give me that look, when he give me that look
Then the panties comin' off, off, unh
Excuse me, you're a hell of a guy
You know I really got a thing for American guys
I mean, sigh, sickenin' eyes
I can tell that you're in touch with your feminine side, oh
Yes I did, yes I did
Somebody please tell him who the eff I is
I am Nicki Minaj, I mack them dudes up
Back coupes up, and chuck the deuce up
Boy you got my heartbeat runnin' away
Beating like a drum and it's coming your way
Can't you hear that boom, badoom, boom
Boom, badoom, boom bass?
He got that super bass
Boom, badoom, boom
Boom, badoom, boom bass
Yeah that's that super bass
Boom, badoom, boom
Boom, badoom, boom, he got that super bass
Boom, badoom, boom
Boom, badoom, boom, yeah that's that super bass
See I need you in my life for me to stay
No, no, no, no, no I know you'll stay
No, no, no, no, no don't go away
Boy you got my heartbeat runnin' away
Don't you hear that heartbeat comin' your way?
Oh it be like, boom, badoom, boom
Boom, badoom, boom bass
Can't you hear that boom, badoom, boom
Boom, badoom, boom bass?
Boy you got my heartbeat runnin' away
Beating like a drum and it's coming your way
Can't you hear that boom, badoom, boom
Boom, badoom, boom bass?
He got that super bass
Boom, badoom, boom
Boom, badoom, boom bass
Yeah that's that super bass
Boom, badoom, boom
Boom, badoom, boom, he got that super bass
Boom, badoom, boom
Boom, badoom, boom, yeah that's that super bass
*ayat censored mmg kena garis.. tak elok kamu tau...wakakakaka
eh, ni dia sophia grace brownlee. ak kalo nyanyi pun muke feeling mcm ni. lagi cute. percayoolah~~~ngeh3
the ultimate announcement
tetiba job hunting was put on hold dulu.
pause sekejap...
sampai keyakinan datang.
nope, ni bukan pasal gugup nak gi interbiu
bukan jugak pasal malas nak mencari------>>>which is actually the one feeling i long to dispose T__T entirely~~
tapi pasal exam result...
my final semester result is scheduled to be announced next week. eyh, this week wednesday.
2 1/2 day more..
result wasnt my main concern throughout my studies----->>iyola sangat.T__T
but this time it is! dasyat rasanya. sebab keinginan nak grad on time membuak2 dgn atleast 2nd class upper.
tetiba all my planning regardless short term, long term, middle term ke apa was put on hold jugak...
takut guwe keciwaa...
takut salah ukur kemampuan.
ye, org lain pun ramai ckp taleh wat exam...
tapi diaorg study, ak kan pemaleehhh ya ampun!
eh, tetiba mcm menyesal plak tak study sgt ritu=P
erkk...suka tau mcm ni. menyesal kemudian, buat dulu.
skg mengenang nasib...U_____________U
*lari nyorok bwh selimut nangis sedu sedan
pause sekejap...
sampai keyakinan datang.
nope, ni bukan pasal gugup nak gi interbiu
bukan jugak pasal malas nak mencari------>>>which is actually the one feeling i long to dispose T__T entirely~~
tapi pasal exam result...
my final semester result is scheduled to be announced next week. eyh, this week wednesday.
2 1/2 day more..
result wasnt my main concern throughout my studies----->>iyola sangat.T__T
but this time it is! dasyat rasanya. sebab keinginan nak grad on time membuak2 dgn atleast 2nd class upper.
tetiba all my planning regardless short term, long term, middle term ke apa was put on hold jugak...
takut guwe keciwaa...
takut salah ukur kemampuan.
ye, org lain pun ramai ckp taleh wat exam...
tapi diaorg study, ak kan pemaleehhh ya ampun!
eh, tetiba mcm menyesal plak tak study sgt ritu=P
erkk...suka tau mcm ni. menyesal kemudian, buat dulu.
skg mengenang nasib...U_____________U
*lari nyorok bwh selimut nangis sedu sedan
Wednesday, 15 February 2012
internet melalaikan
ingat lagi time sekolah dulu2...
masa sekolah rendah dahjahnam, cikgu BM suka suruh tulis karangan yg ak kinda of menci (bukan totally menci okeih)..bukan apa..tgn ak kan sensitip pada kerja2 berat. HAH! pentipu betul -__-"
konon tulis biodata dalam buku member kaler2 tu kata ak suka ckp. skg pun self-proclaim suka ckp tapi bila suro tulis hamek kau tonggang terbalik tatau mana isi, mana rumusan, mana kesimpulan.
sampai da jaman unibersiti ni pung ak rasa menulis menggoreng ms exam bukan expertise ak. tulisan da la burok U___U bila konon kejar masa, lagi la burok yg amat sampai bila dapat balik paper pandang lecturer dgn muka terharu sebab bertungkus lumus tanda.......=P
menaip lain. pakai ujong jari. tak libatkan otot kat pergelangan tangan, tak libatkan dakwat yg tak abis kering melekat kat tangan. tak melibatkan liquid paper and tak melibatkan kertas. ak kan pencinta bumi. tak suke pokok ditebang. kasihan nanti cucu cicit ak kurang oksigen bila bernapas.
sebenarnye nak cite pasal internet melalaikan...
dolu2 time suro wat essay kebaikan dan keburukan internet, punye le berpeluh garuk kepala payoh ak memikirkannye. tau kenapa? sbb ak slaluu nampak internet as a good side. (even masa dahjahnam tu ak aktif mIrc which is bad -___-" ) sbb mcm2 boleh dapat utk source belajar. just google whatever mesti adoo...maybe sbb masa tu naif suci murni lagi so ak akan tends to google good and educational things only. yeah. sila tapercaya...wakakaka...
as time goes by,
ak complete diploma dgn wat esaimen berbantukan google
masa degree pun sama google plus e-library, e-journal and mcm2 lagi
after menganggur dekat sebulan nih,
baru nampak banyaaakkk keburukannye..wahahaha
mungkin sbb byk masa terluang yg sgt extra sebab KFC pun ak dapat jadual keje namjam sajo
so, ak stat blog walking dgn serius. mmg membaca amalan mulia. bloggers pun tak segan silu share experience mereka, tips sana tips sini, cite panas, cite terkini...tapi tula------> i spent ALOT of time depan pc. which is bad utk mata. ye, mata suda mcm panda.
pastu tayah tipu kata tak bukak facebook...
mesti bukak even tak stalker org, tapi ak suke nengok org share2 pict/info pastu click la ke pict tu, dok gelak sensorang tgk pict kelakor.senyum tgk pict sweet. bermuhasabah tgk pict/info keagamaan and spiritual
tipu la kalo kata korang pun tak buat.
eh, tak eh???
kira ak sorang je la ni eh...
ok fineee!! -_______-" (dgn muka tapercaya)
tapi ak time management FAIL...sangat FAIL.berjam2 dok mengulit tenet pesbuk and blog. tau2 da kol 3. da nak masuk keje..tau2 da kol 3 tak lunch lagi..tau2 da kol 3 satu haper pun tak settle...
menci tau!!
balik keje pun ngadap laptop gak...pastu tido lambat..tau2 da kol 3 pagi kau tak tido2 lagi. tau2 da kol 3 pagi da tersenguk2 tapi gagahkan diri.
menci tau!!
everyday pun da niat nak kurangkan perangai burok ini
tapi niat hanya tgl dlm hati.tak penah nak terlaksana.
skg ni da ujan. apa pun tak blh nk wat.
menyesal! pastu continue berblogging T_________T
itula keje ak for the past 3 weeks. apply keje pun malas. tak semangat katonyo. nak tunggu kuar result alasan nyo.. semua la ada sebab musabab tersendiri.
in the end, merapu meraban tulis pasal keburukan internet yg melalaikan..
huahuahua
kalo ak bagi point ni masa sekolah dulu, cikgu mesti bangga. anak murid berpikiran jauh.
tapi realiti nye, guala anak murid paling couch potato pemalas gilos...sekian...
masa sekolah rendah dahjahnam, cikgu BM suka suruh tulis karangan yg ak kinda of menci (bukan totally menci okeih)..bukan apa..tgn ak kan sensitip pada kerja2 berat. HAH! pentipu betul -__-"
konon tulis biodata dalam buku member kaler2 tu kata ak suka ckp. skg pun self-proclaim suka ckp tapi bila suro tulis hamek kau tonggang terbalik tatau mana isi, mana rumusan, mana kesimpulan.
sampai da jaman unibersiti ni pung ak rasa menulis menggoreng ms exam bukan expertise ak. tulisan da la burok U___U bila konon kejar masa, lagi la burok yg amat sampai bila dapat balik paper pandang lecturer dgn muka terharu sebab bertungkus lumus tanda.......=P
menaip lain. pakai ujong jari. tak libatkan otot kat pergelangan tangan, tak libatkan dakwat yg tak abis kering melekat kat tangan. tak melibatkan liquid paper and tak melibatkan kertas. ak kan pencinta bumi. tak suke pokok ditebang. kasihan nanti cucu cicit ak kurang oksigen bila bernapas.
sebenarnye nak cite pasal internet melalaikan...
dolu2 time suro wat essay kebaikan dan keburukan internet, punye le berpeluh garuk kepala payoh ak memikirkannye. tau kenapa? sbb ak slaluu nampak internet as a good side. (even masa dahjahnam tu ak aktif mIrc which is bad -___-" ) sbb mcm2 boleh dapat utk source belajar. just google whatever mesti adoo...maybe sbb masa tu naif suci murni lagi so ak akan tends to google good and educational things only. yeah. sila tapercaya...wakakaka...
as time goes by,
ak complete diploma dgn wat esaimen berbantukan google
masa degree pun sama google plus e-library, e-journal and mcm2 lagi
after menganggur dekat sebulan nih,
baru nampak banyaaakkk keburukannye..wahahaha
mungkin sbb byk masa terluang yg sgt extra sebab KFC pun ak dapat jadual keje namjam sajo
so, ak stat blog walking dgn serius. mmg membaca amalan mulia. bloggers pun tak segan silu share experience mereka, tips sana tips sini, cite panas, cite terkini...tapi tula------> i spent ALOT of time depan pc. which is bad utk mata. ye, mata suda mcm panda.
pastu tayah tipu kata tak bukak facebook...
mesti bukak even tak stalker org, tapi ak suke nengok org share2 pict/info pastu click la ke pict tu, dok gelak sensorang tgk pict kelakor.senyum tgk pict sweet. bermuhasabah tgk pict/info keagamaan and spiritual
tipu la kalo kata korang pun tak buat.
eh, tak eh???
kira ak sorang je la ni eh...
ok fineee!! -_______-" (dgn muka tapercaya)
tapi ak time management FAIL...sangat FAIL.berjam2 dok mengulit tenet pesbuk and blog. tau2 da kol 3. da nak masuk keje..tau2 da kol 3 tak lunch lagi..tau2 da kol 3 satu haper pun tak settle...
menci tau!!
balik keje pun ngadap laptop gak...pastu tido lambat..tau2 da kol 3 pagi kau tak tido2 lagi. tau2 da kol 3 pagi da tersenguk2 tapi gagahkan diri.
menci tau!!
everyday pun da niat nak kurangkan perangai burok ini
tapi niat hanya tgl dlm hati.tak penah nak terlaksana.
skg ni da ujan. apa pun tak blh nk wat.
menyesal! pastu continue berblogging T_________T
itula keje ak for the past 3 weeks. apply keje pun malas. tak semangat katonyo. nak tunggu kuar result alasan nyo.. semua la ada sebab musabab tersendiri.
in the end, merapu meraban tulis pasal keburukan internet yg melalaikan..
huahuahua
kalo ak bagi point ni masa sekolah dulu, cikgu mesti bangga. anak murid berpikiran jauh.
tapi realiti nye, guala anak murid paling couch potato pemalas gilos...sekian...
Saturday, 11 February 2012
Fly by Nicki Minaj
very inspirational song. despite her appearance as 2nd lady gaga, i love her song. and have u heard the super bass? sing by sophie grace? sgt cute eh. ok, lyn lirik beliau & knp sgt teruja mendengarnye.....
[Rihanna - Chorus]
I came to win, to fight, to conquer, to thrive
I came to win, to survive, to prosper, to rise
To fly
To fly
[Nicki Minaj]
I wish today it will rain all day
Maybe that will kinda make the pain go away
Trying to forgive you for abandoning me
Praying but I think I’m still an angel away
Angel away, yeah strange in a way
Maybe that is why I chase strangers away
They got their guns out aiming at me
But I become near when they aiming at me
Me, me, me against them
Me against enemies, me against friends
Somehow they both seem to become one
A sea full of sharks and they all see blood
They start coming and I start rising
Must be surprising, I’m just summising
Win, thrive, soar, higher, higher, higher
More fire
[Rihanna - Chorus]
I came to win, to fight, to conquer, to thrive
I came to win, to survive, to prosper, to rise
To fly
To fly
[Nicki Minaj - Verse 2]
Everybody wanna try to box me in
Suffocating everytime it locks me in
Paint they own pictures than they crop me in
But I will remain where the top begins
Cause I am not a word, I am not a line
I am not a girl that can every be defined
I am not fly, I am levitation
I represent an entire generation
I hear the criticism loud and clear
That is how I know that the time is near
So we become alive in a time of fear
And I aint got no muthaf-cking time to spare
Cry my eyes out for days upon days
Such a heavy burden placed upon me
But when you go hard your nay’s become yay’s
Yankee Stadium with Jay’s and Kanye’s
[Rihanna - Chorus]
I came to win, to fight, to conquer, to thrive
I came to win, to survive, to prosper, to rise
To fly
To fly
[Nicki Minaj - Bridge]
Get ready for it
Get ready for it
Get ready for it
I came to win
Get ready for it
Get ready for it
I came to win
[Rihanna - Chorus]
I came to win, to fight, to conquer, to thrive
I came to win, to survive, to prosper, to rise
To fly
To fly
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