feeling so fuc*ed up anyone??

haip2 people, have u ever feel in need at times and start searching ur phonebook to dial up for number but stumble urself when hey, the number aint there anymore. u like- oh, i so piss off the last time we talk that i deleted ur number and eyh what is that last time? 5,6 weeks?? hahaha..yup, that awkward feeling when u realise that u didnt worth a memory. that is shit man! and all u wish is u never shed any tears for any of things that ever happened.........i bet everyone have feel this feeling, one way or another. get up yo! just stand tall and walk on.....