man in pink is cute

simple, cute,funny and smells nice. its among the criteria i'm looking on a man. i dont really believe in lovey dovey thingy that most couple does know. coz, being realistic as i am, i think that love shouldnt be waste to someone that u dont think worth it. that u give a 2nd thought when it comes to "serious business". oh yes, about the smell, i want to enjoy time spent with him so he needs to smell nice so everytime spent is a time to be remembered. haha....yes, u can argue that having no boyfriend is easy for me to point out the do's and the donts. believe me, i've pass that experience once. i drained out my energy but it doesnt last.that's why i put extra precaution now..=P

among other things i seriously take into consideration is the height. must be fairly tall so i wont overshadow him. i doesnt want to appear the "tough guy" beside him. he also must be ambitious. i dont mean like going to moon to catch some stars for me..naahhh, that's lame. i meant guy that able to control his present and see his future. he also need to see his women as his companion rather than bedtime friend only. 

things that would definitely cause him several yards away from me is not-so-good smell especially when it mix with cigar's smoke. and those that have too high of self-esteem and self-proclaim. always boosting about his achievement, his ability to do this and that and blah blah blah like there's no other things to story about. huuu...boringggg.....i'm supposed be in love with u. not ur fictitious story. 

there's so much of the do's and the dont's  but i think the first impression has been covered above. but the most essential point in relationship would be chemistry. how u can accept the flaw of ur significant other. as for me, i dont have the time to actually observe around and test one guy and another. i just want to find the one and only one mr right and settle down forever. 

weirdo eh? haha...yesza ^__^

Dangerous obesity

Dangerous obesity

dugaan

3 hari ni balik lewat malam sebab kerja. *sigh* 

cane nak study, tanpa keje sgt and dapat settlekan semua hutang or tanggungan? 

money is not everything but most of the things need money. 

kelmarin, org celcom call me for bil yg tertangguh yg ak tak pernah guna pun. bil yg ex ak guna tapi pakai nama ak yg end up dia tak bayar pun. tambah lagi masalah. bukan nak ngeluh ke apa, tapi at times when ak rasa da boleh survive dgn keje few hours a week, da berubah jadi susah. salah ak jgk sbb pcy kan sgt insan bernama lelaki ni. ms tu percaya gile sampai sanggup buat ape saje. duit pun dia penah pinjam 1k tapi tak pernah pulang.  da 4 tahun da. ak happy tak ingat si gila tu. hidup ke mati ke ak pun tatau. tapi suddenly kena macam ni mmg ak sedih la. tapi takpela, nak meraung pun bukan boleh buat ape. so, baik ak byr je sikit2 mana termampu. ape dia buat pada ak atau sesapa yg lain, biar la urusan dia dgn Allah. harapnya balasan dia setimpal la buat ak mcm ni. 

ni tadi ms kt tmpt keje, lutut terseliuh. tulang kat lutut tu mcm tergelincir sikit dari tmpt dia. sakit woooo!!!! jalan mmg seret kaki la. nasib ada org tolong urut jap tadi. ok sikit nak gerak. tapi still sakit bila nak ober2 ni..heeee....tula, lately ak byk gerak kot. treadmill, aerobik, nek tangga tgkt 8 hmpr tiap hari gi kelas.so, kaki tersayang ni terkejut la. bila mcm tu, benda kecik pun boleh  buat terseliuh.

dugaan....

oh...

dugaan....

ak mintak supaya ditabahkan hati hadapi segala cabaran, and maybe ni la ujian terbaik utk ketabahan hati T_____T

da tak larat nak keje lagi....menghitung hari je nak blah. moga after hbs bljr terus dapat keje. KFC Seksyen 7, mmg ak tak sanggup da. penat dia mmg kaw2 punya.... 

okla, time to sleep. hari esok, masih teka teki. ya,semoga sy survive hari esok. meniti hari2 sehingga tiada lagi hari. kekuatan? stay la. jgn lari ok =)

of external auditor and life

Hilwani Hariri. motherly look and act. soft spoken and every detail come from her mouth is full with experience. buy things that u happy of. ignore those voices arguing whether it is original or not. whether it is expensive or not. they have nothing to do over your things. but what important is, u re happy wearing it. aaahhh, the way she shows her necklace. i dont give a damn whether it's original or not. i just see they fit together nicely. and that is very comforting view =)

      oh, and yeah we do complaint about not having our weekends. taken by the faculty for their activities. her answer was simple "treat your everyday as your sunday. getting into the working phase, u'll find ur weekend fully booked. literally, u dont have one." and she smiles =) but, what really matters is how u can change the way u see differently. "i dont consider myself waking up early for work. i'm just doing my hobby and i love it. i enjoy every single moment doing it. and u should too. please consider studying is ur hobby and u'll find urself enjoy doing ur hobby."

a woman with philosophy. i adore her so much. she is so calm that never once i saw her raise her voice nor blabbing us about not doing homework. she just smile and advice. u just dont know how to reject her saying.
life is too short to worry. too short to really care others' saying. too short not to take chances and try. spending life mainly for grieving is just a waste. live life to ur best. follow what u truly believe. be urself, never somebody else.

the big bad wolf day

lets start the day at 8am..

I woke up early which is unusual for me unless there is something important to do. I woke up  for PPKP. a compulsory program for all semester. and for final semester, it was held on 15-16th Oct. There go my weekend =(

  Anyway, the program end early at 1 o'clock which is just nice for me to vrrooomm away to Serdang. On the way back home @ Pusat Komersial, seksyen 7, s.alam  we stop to buy some snacks at giant and to my surprise it raining cats and dogs when i was just finish with snachopping.... we was stuck for like half an hour before we decide to just redah je hujan. pening kepala @__@ bila kena hujan.hahaha...cari pasal sgt kan.

its nearly 4 until the rain stops and yaaayy!! without further delay, i start my engine and vroom away to Serdang-alone! thou i'm not so sure the exact way as google maps says to use LDP but i just use my usual way back to Seremban. that's happened when technology left u wayyyyy back. i should install gprs on my phone one day.. one day ppl..haha...cliche as it sound, frankly speaking i'm not an IT freak..=P

arrived at UPM 30-45minutes after but i didnt find any sign of Big Bad Wolf!! i was like what? most of the road in UPM are one way bcoz of the convocation ceremony....sempat jugak pusing2 padang, jeling2 sportsmen yg agak tough tgh main rugby la, football la, tennis la.. hahaha until i was like pusing and pusing balik the same place (UPM is such a huge varsity. damn! it was hard if u r not familiar with it). kerana takmau dilabel si bodoh sombong, i stop to ask one of the security guard on duty about MAEPS. he said " ala, senang je follow sign MARDI" and i was like " what? punye banyak kali nmpk sign MARDI" and yeah, i didnt know T_____T
luckily sbb rempit sajo, dapatla parking atas so near to the entrance..hehe =) and masuk2 da feel the adrenalin running in my bodieh...yeah! excited kot sbb byk novels. lots and lots of em. i go from row to row, from section to section nasib bawak beg extra so throw anything in it and just lalalalaa jalan balik.. biography, cookery, novels mcm2 ada. tapi i stuck most of the time kat novels section la..heeeee....biography serious2 thingy ni adoiii belum ada guts nak baca T____T owh, ieda so terukk!!
tapi tula saya, mau jadi serius tapi tamau amik tau hal2 semasa...ok, back to dreamland, mcm boleh mandi buku kat situ and the price was sooooo damn cheap ok! Nora roberts collection semua mostly sold at RM8. what a bargain!! before pergi budget dalam 5,6 books maximum tapi sekali stuck ada dlm 30 jugak la dalam tangan. wahahaha...berat! tapi that doesnt stop me from keep going and smell the roses..eh, silap smell the books. sangat la kan...the DJ, yes they got DJ yg punya voice so sexy that makes the evening more exciting, keep announcing how many hours left....tak sedar wooo jalan2 situ nearly 4 hours...the hall was sooo big as big as one football field i guess.. 2 kali i stop to re-select the books because 1) beg suda melimpah ruah dgn berat toksah cakap 2) sebab keep on pikir naik motor muat ke nak sumbat box. heavy duty bag pack tak bawak plak. gedik bwk handbag yg akhirnya menyesal =P

tapi tula, da buat screening pun still, bila continue walking ada je interesting books for grab. buat lagi anor screening. huwaaaa....then, bila DJ da announce half an hour left before end of the fair of the year, baru feel the coldness of the night. hall tu beraircond and sy seorg yg takde bulu tangan or kaki and amat anti rasa sejuk terlampau, baru terasa sejuknya dari hujung rambut ke hujung kaki. 12 books in total ready for payment...*sigh* nak main2, jalan2 lagi..huuu..why o why la tak pergi awl2... kuar hall je da gelap gulita. dang! mula risau mana jalan balik...no security guards to ask to and i was like, rilex ida. rilex. use ur 6th sense. hahaha...nampak sign ke puchong terus rasa selamat..phewwww.....highway SKVE if i'm not mistaken. go straight and see most of the exit on the signboard were blank out except for IPOH...lalu tol ayer hitam da bedetup jantung. haha...mcm mana kalo sesat ni weeyyyy??? dang! this highway still in construction kot sbb i'm 100% sure kuar UPM tadi tulis hala ke s.alam, tapi exit2 byk tak bukak lagi...lastly, exit saujana putra masuk ELITE kot. kot ok. tak sure sbb i always tot all highways are the same. tatau nak beza2 kan..mcm berpusing balik kot. lalu dpn exit serdang balik...hwaa...tapi takpela going straight je no belok2 nampak la sign ke s.alam. terus lega merempit dgn 100km/ph

all and all, sampai rumah 10 lebih dengan sejuk terlampau. kol 11 da pass out. tidooo sebab gile tak larat. overall, an exciting journey kot. book fair mcm ni mmg kena gi awal baru u really puas hati. hopefully next year i'll not miss out or lambat tau lagi...huuu....nway, credit to Afiq Redzuan and some of my FB friends yg dok cerita pasal buku and the big bad wolf sampai i nekad nak check it out sendiri...
Ahad tak kerja, so hati banyak gembira.....