when i first got this topic for my presentation, i was soo like " uh??"..
frankly speaking, ive never heard bout it before....not really interested in knowing the history of klu klux klan @ KKK....
bet some of u out there also didnt have the slightest idea bout it..ahaha..
in US, KKK is the largest org. that is anti-semitic movement and they fight for white-american supremacy...it's perhaps one of the oldest org. that exist that i believe until today, it remain active thruout america....they somehow hate the minority group (whose is not white- asian, african-american etc). my research hadnt ended yet...i'm soo intersted in learning bout this org n y they protect themselves so much that they made a wall between them and the rest of the world.....
the other topic that i got is ( i've two presentation for this subject) "insect as a food"...ahaa....this is yet anor intersting topic to be discussed in class n i'm sure my classmate will be "thirll" to see all those pict that i get from my research....yuckly, those insect eater thinks its delicious n nutritious....they ate it like i eat my KFC snack plate when i'm hungry....ahaha...if only i can met the insect-eater personally to have their own live experience being recorded..hehe=p
enough bout BEL492... my campus or should i say the rest of UiTM student throughout Malaysia (except Lendu branches) is being given an advance mid term break due to H1N1 desease @ swine flu....the hikmah is i temporarily replace kak intan in Puteri's canteen as she took a week off to settle everything after her mother died on last friday( if i'm not mistaken)....al-fatihah to her mother....
even though my raya holiday will be shorten to 2-3 days, at least i can earn some pocket money..still waiting for scholar n i really do hope i'll get it..i didnt apply for loan as i see the possibility of increasing my debt before i graduate...
i've already got hostel and i'm soo thankful as i cant imagine living outside the campus while at the same tyme, try to adapt to the new surrounding..shah alam is pretty adventerous for someone who 1) didnt have their own transport.. 2)is first tyme at s.alam 3)didnt know to take public transport..4) have few friends to refer to 5)is a homesick person 6)not up to challenge...
and guess wut, i'm all of the above except for no 6..ahaha....but i hate routine, i hate doin the same thing over n over again.so, i opt to keep going no matter how hard i feel..u go girl!!!
erm.....i'm not sure whether this is love, but i somehow feel very comfortable with someone...the way he treated me n the way he just being himself..a bit crazy in action, but a very good in heart...but i just keep it to myself as he is already someone's else.....the good guy is whether too hard to get, gay, or taken......it's hard actually to find someone that i feel is the one for me..the one that could understand me...huhu..
i dont know..maybe it's just the feeling to have him..the idea of have the good guy for me..not the actual feeling of love...talking bout love, thou i long for a special someone in my heart, i always being haunted by my ex-@ nightmare....ahahaa.......damn!!!!! i'm afraid of new commitment n afraid to give out my heart soo much that in the end, when its hurt, it hurt sooooo bad.when it being broken, it broken into thousand little pieces that left me wif hatred to move on...
love is like candy...too much, u'll get diabetic...too little, u'll get hypoglecemia...both are not good...
