da abis kuiz france tadi....tatau la ape nak jadi dgn ieda sem ni...asyik loqlaq...byk maen..tak serius...jwb kuiz td pun konfiden tak konfiden aje...ptg nti nak p stdy ais kat kfc...hmmm...sem ni hidup ak byk berkisar di kfc...smpi stdy pn kat kfc...bkn ape, kat bilik mcm haunted sikit...asyik nak tido aje...*sigh

raya thn ni takde preparation ape2 pun ag...baju raya, kasut raya tgu duit gaji 5hb nti...thn lps pun tak prepare ape2..huhu...smgt raya da tak same mcm kecik2..maybe sbb da byk pikir n byk tgjwb kot...

perkembangan pasal being strong tu, i'm developing the feeling slowly...nak terus ignore takley la sebab tak reti...hmm...nasib tgh busy skg ni..so malas nak pikir sgt bende2 mcm ni...tapi honestly, tak pikir pun ak being effected jugak sikit...cth-ak mjd sedikit emosional...T__T

k la...tgh basuh baju tu...japgi tido smpi ptg pastu bgn..beli juadah buka n terus gi study...kena bersusah2 dulu utk dpt kesenangan ms dpn...huuaarrrggghhh..ngantok..zzzzz

if tmrw never come, i'll take ur hand and kiss u...i'll tell how much u meant to me..i'll cherish every moment that i spent with u, even if it hurt...

baru balik dari buka puasa kat ani sup utara, plaza alam sentral.....aliff belanja (*lagi) :P

tibe2 hari ni rasa mcm sedih...sayu...yela, ak da tersyg org yg tak sepatutnye..n fhm x bile kita da rapat gile dgn org tu, tibe2 mcm org tu menjauh...dia tak ilang..ad je tapi smkn jauh....n bile ak tercari2, lagi ak sedih....takpela wey, maybe bukan orgnye yg ak perlu bergantung harap lagi...ish, da byk kali da ckp dgn diri sendiri, jgn bergantung pd org..tapi degil....ini la akibatnya...byk lagi nak cite pasal ape da terjadi, mcm mane terjadi, semasa kejadiaan tapi let it be my own secret...n sebab ad lagi cite yg ak tak cite la membuatkan member2 ak ssh nk faham kenapa ak mcm ni....biarlah rahsia...for the time being, ak kena la kuat utk ignore those unwanted feeling...mcm trademark ak jugak la "love urself b4 u love others"...
dlm situasi ni, ak kena bersikap selfish yakni bersikap ego dan sombong untuk melindungi hati...

love me 4 who i am..not 4 who u think i was...i'm not flawless...i've made mistake, and i'll do some in future...i'm only asking 4 u to be here when i make mistake...to understand me..to guide me..to support me...to love me unconditionally..to laugh w me over some stupid jokes, to do some crazy stuff, to help me understand wut is right and wut is wrong...to be here...........when i need u d most